Babs.

Since i've never put up a photo of myself before. And since i need a reason to put a smile on my face, here's a picture.. Of me. So, my dad left. And he's probably never coming back. I know that i seem fine in school or wherever, but i'm devastated. I'm the sort of person who doesn't like to show people that i am weak. I hate crying in front of people or telling them the thing that hurts me most. When i told my friends he left, it was as though they couldn't care less. And of course, i acted that way too.. But it made me feel like i can't tell them what's on my mind. What i am feeling. How the inside of me is breaking. Even though my dad is such an asshole, which he is.. He's still my dad and i miss him. When i first found out he left, i felt that it wasn't going to matter since he hasn't been around my family and i for awhile.. But now, reality punched me in the face and made me realise that he will never come back. He's gone. Now and forever. He left us. For another family.