I said I'd blog and add pictures for you. So when i got home, i rushed to my computer. I love you. I know it doesn't show very often, but I'm trying. I love you too much to let you go, I've finally realised it. You might have felt this way with other people before, but I've never. This whole thing, its new to me. And I'm afraid. Do you know why? Cos you're probably the only person who could ruin me. You can make me feel so happy at one point of time and you can make me feel so fucking awful at another. It scares me, because nobody has ever had that kind of power over me before. I pushed you away and made you think that things were your fault because i was just really terrified of pain. I'm sorry. I'm trying so hard to show my affections little by little, and you probably can't tell that i am cos you can't see it. Those little things that you don't notice means a lot to me. I'm just not a soft person. I have a tough exterior. I probably won't call you dear or baby often, but that's just me. Yes, i don't call you often and I'd always wait for you to make the first move, but that doesn't mean i love you any less. I'm just afraid of appearing too clingy. I'm really sorry love. I really am. I love you.
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