Why am I so unhappy all the time? It's like I don't give myself a chance to be happy. I lock myself at home and refuse to go out and socialise. I don't like being around people. They piss me off. Sorry. I mean, the things they do and say pisses me off. I don't know why that is, though. I shouldn't be so bothered by other people, but I am. I try not to, but I can't.
Today I left my house for the first time after days of being home alone. I don't like it. I go out to meet one of my close friends, H, and I notice that so much has changed with her. And she noticed a change in me too. Not a very good change. An arrogant nonchalance. Okay I wouldn't say arrogant. I don't know.
I feel very different too. A very Red Forman sort of way. I feel that everyone that I come across deserves a swift kick in the ass.
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