Is it just me or was the guy at #3:30 really something? All man and emanating a kind of sexy confidence.... Err, i mean.. He has a great smile. Yup! Just a great smile. Nothing else. Haha but all jokes aside, i have watched quite a number of "What song are you listening to (insert name of country here)" and i think that most Singaporeans don't really know what they're listening to. It's almost as if they were forced to listen to a kind of music that every one else likes.. Hm. Just a thought, not trying to offend my fellow people. So try not to be too mad at me yeah?
I don't know where i see myself in the future. I don't know what i will be doing. Where i will be staying. Whether i accomplish the things i've been wanting to do.. It's all very new to me. To suddenly have to think about the future. I am only 17. I'm not meant to know where i where life takes me as long as it takes me somewhere, but that's not in my nature. I need to have a plan. Even if that plan doesn't work out, i just need to know that it is there if all else fails. I've been thinking about moving to New York after University, but now i am unsure. Would i even be able to fit in? What if New Yorkers hate me and i live a lifetime of solitude? What if New York is too expensive and i can't handle the cost of living? What ifs.. They haunt all of us everyday. I am tired of what ifs. Yet i am not brave enough to fight them. You may say i am cowardice. You may say that, a lot. My parents have no plans for me. They do not care about education. I am afraid i will grow up into nothing.
Let us grow together//
xx
I don't know where i see myself in the future. I don't know what i will be doing. Where i will be staying. Whether i accomplish the things i've been wanting to do.. It's all very new to me. To suddenly have to think about the future. I am only 17. I'm not meant to know where i where life takes me as long as it takes me somewhere, but that's not in my nature. I need to have a plan. Even if that plan doesn't work out, i just need to know that it is there if all else fails. I've been thinking about moving to New York after University, but now i am unsure. Would i even be able to fit in? What if New Yorkers hate me and i live a lifetime of solitude? What if New York is too expensive and i can't handle the cost of living? What ifs.. They haunt all of us everyday. I am tired of what ifs. Yet i am not brave enough to fight them. You may say i am cowardice. You may say that, a lot. My parents have no plans for me. They do not care about education. I am afraid i will grow up into nothing.
Let us grow together//
xx
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