Grateful

I'm grateful for the people in my life. For the people i've met and i've yet to meet. The warm bed that awaits me every night after a long day. The arms that i embrace and the lips i kiss every day. The quick shock horror i face in the morning after looking at the clock in the morning. The legs that ache to walk the distance that i choose the morning bus over. The cheap humour. The giggles. The cries. The worried glances. The lovely calls. The faint scent of musky cologne. The long, deep sigh after a good laugh.

What is too much makeup?

I hate it when people say that they hate it when people put on too much makeup! Like what the fuck does having makeup on a person's face have to do with you? And if they take it off then what? Nothing. Nothing fucking happens. They're still the same person they were a minute ago with all the makeup on! So why do you care so much if they have any on at all. Is the grass greener with none on? No. Is the world gonna end any later when that person has no makeup on? No. So shut up and mind your own business. You don't see anyone judging you on what you decide to do or wear! Why do you have to care on how much makeup that person decided to wear that day? It's the same as seeing a bald person walking pass you and saying "ooh I hate it when people have shaved head". Stop being a judgmental shit face and let people live their lives the way they want to.

So, technically the hate wasn't directed to me but I've heard too many comments on it and I am so sick of listening to the same shit over and over. And this shit doesn't even make sense.

Grow up. Having makeup on doesn't mean that you're a whore or look like a tranny (no hate to you guys though love ya)! People find confidence and creativity in makeup. It can even be called art. So stop being a makeup cock block and let's all love each other without making any inconsiderate judgments!

xx

Live below the line, Gillian Zinser

I love Gillian Zinser. I think she is a beautiful person and it showed in this this video. I'd LOVE to try this out, to see how 25% of the world feels living on $1.50 a day! It's crazy to actually think that people are living like this. I know that trying to live on $1.50 a day isn't much help to those people living in poverty, because after the 5 days is up, life goes on for me and it's still the same for them. But i'd like to feel how they feel, and understand how they live. It isn't a game for them where they can choose to stop in 5 days or a week. I think all that the Live Below the Line campaign by the Global Poverty Project is trying to do is to educate the world on what is hidden from our blindly luxurious lives. Just because we don't see things or don't hear about things  doesn't they aren't happening around us.

"Eductaion is the first step to changing anything"

In the nude

Mut: Em, why do you like naked people so much?
Me: Huh? What do you mean?
Mut: Your wallpaper is always a picture of someone naked! Look I can see her nipples.
Me: But that Bridgette Bardot it's different.

Mut is such an innocent sweetheart! Love her

They.

They listen but they don't care for the content of the conversation. They want to know but they don't care for the situation at hand. They want to help but they don't. They want to advise us but instead they state the obvious. They want the best for us but they lie. They want to make us happy but the ignore us. They need to stop pretending. No they didn't help us. They made us feel worst.

A not so poetic poem

Can't stop the hate that's running through my veins. Can't fight the power that forbade me of my freedom. Doomed forever in a melancholic hole of anger and frustrations. Not a single ray of light to show me back to where I belong. A happiness that is now relished by someone more worthy. To have something and not realise it's importance until it's absence is felt may be the cruelest of life's lessons.

It's fucking over!!!

I know, i know. Gifs overload! Whatever! I own this bitch called school! Yeah, what? I said i owned it! I'm no longer a fucking riversidian! You hear that, you're my bitch now! I don't want anything to do with you ever again! YEA! I'm so happy right now i feel like going on a streak!!!! Lol, no, but yeah!! Fuck yeah it's over bitch!!


YEAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA!

Video numero uno

So my friend and i were playing around with the web cam and we suddenly decided to make a video on 'hair'! Haha don't laugh at me i know it sounds weird but just watch it okay? I'm the one on the right ^^ Hm, there's nothing much to say about it really so i hope you enjoy it. Wait wait, I'll summarise it for you so maybe you'll at least watch a minute of it haha. Mmmmm. So have you ever searched 'how to get healthier hair' on Google? You have, haven't you? Come on, there's no need to be shy, we've all done it! Well, sometimes Google lies to us and we won't know until we've tried it and wasted our efforts. In my video, my friend and i talk about the tips Google presents us with and whether they have helped us or not. These are our points of views though, yours may differ :) Watch it, you know you want to!! Hehehe i got a little mad whilst talking about a bad experience in the hair salon though so that may be a little interesting! You won't know until you watch it ;)

xxxxx much love!

in pursuit of happiness

I shall share with you my little secret on how i stay calm, relaxed and serene. However these are just how i handle those tough emotions that drives the demons out of me. Lets face it, i am human. I feel as much emotions as you do. I used to be a very pessimistic person. I used to have terrible mood-swings, I had an ill-temper, I was terribly bitter, and looking back, i don't know how anyone really could stand me? It's quite surprising really. I'm glad i have changed though, i am pretty much nonchalant now. I know that a close friend of mine is not very fond of this change, but everyone has to grow up at one point or another. We can't live in the past. The way i handle such strong emotions like anger or sadness, is just not feel them at all. I let go early, nip it in the bud. I think the only reason why we feel such deep emotions is because we get too attached to them when they first present themselves.. So just learn to let go, and everything will be a-okay :) Okay let us begin.


Things i do when i am upset, depressed or just feeling lousy :


1; Brew a cup of tea, add an appropriate (well, an appropriate amount for me may be a little too much. I might even become a diabetic someday, oh gosh i hope i won't though) amount of sugar and add condensed milk. Stir them all together and you get a yummy concoction! 


2; Read a good book. I could honestly spend hours and hours reading! Reading would be the ultimate medicine for loneliness, to me. But honestly, reading does wonders guys!


3; Solitude. To spend some time by myself. It allows me time to think and space to breathe and let loose. I have always thought that it was more satisfying to go out alone than with someone else because when you are alone, you can do whatever you want to do. Eat wherever/whatever you want to eat. But if you’re with somebody, you need to think about where the other person wants to go or what that person wants to eat. This might sound really selfish but no, sometimes you have to do things by yourself. Independence is a state of mind.


4; Tumblr it up! rulestobehappy , aresohappy , happythings , and my personal favourite, fuckyeahhappy ! It'll definitely put a smile on your face hehe!


5; Call up someone who is close to you to help take your mind off things. I’d usually call Mutma hehe ^^


6; Pamper yourself with fragranced goodies. I do this A LOT. I’d light scented candles, rub divine body lotions on my body, have a long bath.. Anything really. The smell just calms me instantly it’s almost like magic!




xxxxxx kiss kiss


may we all be happy together ;D